My dad said to me yesterday that the world is filled with negative news and its time to start spreading good news. He is SO right, so who is with me???It was like a Epiphany. I'm tired of being angry, filled with hate, playing into the angry hype and drama, pouting more than smiling. I have decided that I have so much to be thankful for and I need to live my life spreading good news instead of spreading negative news. We lead by example and I don't want my kids growing up and being negative, bitter, angry, hate filled. I want them at peace. Is that too much to want for?
There's a side of myself that I'm not proud of. One that lurks in my past and feels trapped by bad decisions. I have to let that go to fully move on and not be a prisoner in my own mind. My whole life I have tried to control my mind and change my feelings. It made me bury it so deep that I don't even know if it still effects me or if it lingers there poisoning my life. I'M OVER IT!
Jesus take the wheel is all I have left to say!
